Fuck i feel like crying again.

Can't believe things changed in a blink of an eye.
A couple of months ago,
i am friends with a group of ppl and poof
I'm hanging out with another,
then now another group again.

i guess i don't have good ren yuan.
it seems that whoever i mix with ends up hating me.
I noe it's new years and all
but wth
i've gotta release out wat i feel
if not i'll die of pressure.

I guess this is wat they call.
peer pressure?
or some sort
haha.
now u noe why i got damn drunk the other night huh?

I look as though i'm laughing, haveng fun and wat not.
but inside
its HELL

well
apparently drinking is not an option.
gotta try other ways.
lol

well screw the past and start over
new school,
hopefully make some awesome friends
AIHHH..

I'm dying off now.
ciiao.


HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!.


shud i unprivate my blog??