April.. is not my month

like wat i mentioned in my title,
April is certainly not my month.

so far..
after spending 12 days of this month.
it has been nothing but devastating.
bad news, bad luck, bad relationship, bad impression.
BAD BAD BAD.

well for the next 18 days,
i'm gonna TRY MY BEST to make them awesome.
settle things out,
make good decisions and well, be good =)

aih aih aih.
who am i kidding?
things happen for a reason.
the thing that bothers me the most is.
well u all noe.
HAIH!!
=(

and the debate thingie.
there's my parents...then friends i dont wanna dissapoint.
why do parents always use the
''Aih.. i dunno la. its ur decision. if i dun let u go u'll be sad.. u go laa.. HAIHHHHHHH" card??
are we suppose to feel guilty?
aiaiaiaiaiai.
i dunno what to do =(

well...
despite all those crappy things that has been happening in my life,
i wanna thank my friends for being there for me.
thanks for talking to me through the one hour call,
through msn,
even in school,
i thought i would be all moody today
but then THEY made me smile =)
thanks guys
i love you ppl!!! <3























Through ups and downs,
they've been there for me

That's Why I Love Them So Much <3

Holidays are awesome??? NOT

Holidays have just begun and i'm already not liking it.
well,
first of all,
i've had my holidays planned out.
all nice and perfect.

THHENNN....


ahhhh
you noe what
i dont wanna blame ppl in my blog.
u noe hu u r


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HOME ALONE IS NOT FUN
especially when you've been at home for the past 4 DAYS!
and your friends are all out having fun with their other frends and family.


HOLIDAYS SUCK!!

i soooo regret turning on plurk.
i soooo regret accepting the request.
wait.
i dint.
thang yi jing click de.

arghhh.
let me see dou things i'm not suppose to see.
zzz ==
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today,
i went to school,
all happy and exited,
going around telling ppl,
today will be my last day on duty!!!!!!
ppl were either
YES! RESIGN!!
or
WHYYYY!!!!!! SCREW YOU NAT.
lol.

then during lunch,
i tried to approach her.
but she was busy
and i was too chicken to call her.
so we decided to wait till after assembly.

after assembly,
we ( Phei Ee , Elizabeth , Craig [[ he busybody only]] and I )
hang around the staff room,
deciding whether.
to approach her anot.
then we decided not to,
then i went to see counselor.
lol.

then she came out,
she was like,

i will talk to u ltr,
i will not accept this.

bzzz.
after school
went to see her again,
aha.
she was giving me these

in life, there are many ups and downs

crap, didnt even gimme a chance to talk ==
wth.
shit man
so i refuse to go for meeting,
instead i went to the audi and watched them play bball.
lol.
form 3 vs form 5
form 5 won !!

wait
change topic le
okok.
so tmr,
i will have to explain to everyone,
i have to be on duty for another two days,
then friday
my mom will be coming to talk to her.
yay!!!
we rehearsed wat she will say and how my mom should respond.
haha

okok.
so after the bball thing,
we walked to lrt.
then i went to mc D alone,
studied =D

so,
i'll still be in my black shoes, blazer and tie.
suck ==

ugh.
adults are soooooo annoying..
arghh!!!

part 1
i've promised jing and thanks to them..
i can't go==
at first say no dinner..
then wen there's the not confirm part..my mom say..
ok la..if got dinner i fetch u there after dinner..
then wen the bloody dinner confirm le..
my mom say
i lazy fetch u to so far la..so late ady..u think i wad??supermom a???
damn.== change her mind so fast==
dun wan fetch jiu say earlier ma..
dun get my hopes up ==

part 2.
wen u buy something..
u ask for their opinion..
lets say u really realy like it..
then they'll go like...
" i dunno la..ts not tat nice lo..expensive la.. ( and a whole bunch of bad stuff abt it ) ..... but up to u la"
they have to add the "up to u la"
after all the bad stuff...
u wanna buy oso no sam cheng to buy ady la...
very sui de..
==

aya..
this year CNY just suck la..
my mom's side is ok..but one day only..
no more lion dance like we use to

my dad's side??
yes everyone's back..
but all grown up ady..
and since i'm the ONE AND ONLY UNDER 18
i bloody cannot gamble and stuff..
so i have to spend my CNY with my uncle's doggy
SUCK!!!!!!!!!!
and i have to follow their commands and stuff...
ugh!!!!!

so conclusion
CNY SUCK!!! ( despite the angpau part)

thursday i went to school
my class oni 10
9 boys i'm the only girl==
then all got study except for english
param request to take over english class..
deng.. 2 periods of maths==

haiz..
really no mood to talk la..
mourning over the the whole CNY
but
I STILL LOVE MY COUSINS..
though all grow up le==

there.
my update..
YES YNG
I STILL MISS U and CAN'T ENJOY MY CNY CAUSE I MISS MY 'CASEY' TOOOO MUCH=(

loves.

Time: 10:12

Status: as usual

Mood: tired

tired.

tired of my boring life...

like..

everything happens over and over again

i just hope it will stop...

ugh!!!!!

it feels like brainwashing..

u noe??

its settled...

u can only do this..

u can only do that...

u tried to deny

NO!!!!!(following with scoldings or just a lie)

yea..

tat's how i feel abt life..

but today

i had fun..

early morning..

my dad drop me at Ampang LRT..

waited for jian yao and tian fu..

someone ffk..

zzz

then take to ts..

had brunch and "fun hei dei"

with alice,gio,kelvin,kevin,kar yi,jian yao,tian fu,and jonathan

after that go watch YES MAN!!!!!!

soo fungny=D

then..

we seperate walk

me kar yi kelvin and kevin go arcade..

then meet them at bowling..

bowl until finger nail broke

T.T

after that go eat tong shui

then balik rumah

lol

tats all for today

no mood

bye~~