What the FUCK is wrong with you people?

Honestly?
get a life.

i don't know what's up with them,
probably jealous or something.
Get lost you people,
he is MINE.
labelled ' property of NATALIE LAH PUI SZE '
yesss , mine.
so back of with your lies and bitching.
tell him whatever you want,
he knows they are not true.
so save it bitches.
stay away from my sayang.



and you,
look properly around you.
no one, and i mean NO ONE likes you.
=.=
when someone stop responding to whatever you are saying,
it means that they lost interest already.
but you're thick-skinned enough to keep blabbering about your life and your interests
and our business is not yours.
so butt off and leave us alone.
BITCH.

Holidays are awesome??? NOT

Holidays have just begun and i'm already not liking it.
well,
first of all,
i've had my holidays planned out.
all nice and perfect.

THHENNN....


ahhhh
you noe what
i dont wanna blame ppl in my blog.
u noe hu u r


#&^&#%&#&@@^@^%^%&^&^*@!^%^#^#^@$^@^#^#%^&^*()(*)$&$&^


HOME ALONE IS NOT FUN
especially when you've been at home for the past 4 DAYS!
and your friends are all out having fun with their other frends and family.


HOLIDAYS SUCK!!

Valentines Day??

Yesterday's post:

I just got back from Petalling Street.
=)

CNY is on the way.
but i still don't really have the mood yet.
mayb it's cos my relatives are not back yet
or probably cos my house is not red yet.
haha

a trip to PS helped a wibit.
the music, the decos.
it's just plain awesome
GAWD that place is crowded.
making u feel unsafe and would clutch ur bags tighter.

I'm always exited when it comes to decorating.
but my mom and my bro is just a little not-spirited to do so
haha
so wen we were in the shop,
i just hopped around grabbing any decorations that i like and dump them into the plastic bag.
=D

okay
so i was rummaging through my school file
and i found this.



awww
i miss Haziq=(
okay to be honest,
i miss him the most
cos he's the one who disturbs me in class,
layan me wen i talk to him,
do crazy things with us,
and more.

i miss Nabilah, Nabil, and Efendi too
=(



F.Y.I
this is a ''contract''
signed by Haziq and I as culprit and victim.
then there's Ellise, Nabil and Christer as whitnesses.


English: I, Amirul Haziq, promises to treat Natalie Lah at Pavillion Food court before the end of January2010. If I do not do so, I will be single forever with no kids or any new generations. Food chosen by Natalie Lah. Unless he shows up on 24 January 2010 at Pav.

haha.
=D

Yesterday (saturday)
our school had sukantara.
until 10 something.
after that we had chemistry and sejarah
but then teachers were busy
so we camwhore in the lab.



Christer sayang!! =D


Divish. still refuses to take a pic.


Iman sayang!!


we discovered something new=)
haha.

like ym title,
Valentines Day is coming too
haha.
but i dont think we will be celebrating=)

Today's post:

school was fine.
but ELLISE TAN didnt come
=(

I learn something new today
that is
DIVISH IS MEAN
=)

thank you=)

What the feathers is wrong with you??

i noe i've said this b4.
but they said i'm not mean enough.
lawl
well, seeing it as a public blog,
i didnt wanna express my anger towards that worthless woman.
aha.

i've been in this school for exactly one month.
in this one month,
i've judged, misjudged, made friends, made real friends, had more ups than down, went partying, stayed home studying etc etc.
making good progress.
actually
i'm still insisting on TRYING not to blurt out my ''mars language''
and in this post,
i wanna thank that woman.

if it wasn't for you,
i wouldn't have known hu's to trust and hu's not.
if it wasn't for you,
i wouldn't have tried to noe other ppl better.
if it wasn't for you,
i would have worked my ass off, well actually i wont . decorating the class. aha sorry 4sc 1
if it wasn't for you,
i wouldn't have things or topics to talk to my friends abt.
if it wasn't for you,
i would have been angry abt other things ( well since u're here now, i can focus on ''disliking'' you and focus less on being angry at other things)

so i wanna bow my head
and sincerely say thanks=)
LAWL!!!
after my very wonderful speech,
i feel like being mean.
aha

well first of all
she's a worthless, self-loving RB
which we all love and hate.
not in a good way of course.
we love her cos she's the talk of our dayssss.
we hate her cos. u noe =)

Like seriously,
wtf is running through your tiny little brains??
you think you're all that wonderful?
so beautiful, so smart
huh??!!!!
well i canot deny u're the study type.
since ur *** opens a ******* cen***
or whatsoever.
but it doesn't mean u have the farking rights to judge other ppl okay?

yea u're owh so pretty.
owh ya u're cheeks are pink
owh owh
nice eyes rite??

NEWS FLASH!!!
NOT!
look into the mirror b4 coming to school.
owh wait.
you do
cos u have to put on make up every morning rite??
lemme tell you
one day wen u're old and cranky,
your face will be yellow and wrinkly.
and no matter how many fa***** you do
WONT HELP
ahah!!!!

save it woman.
your bad things??
everybody noes.
so you think telling my friends bad things abt me and then the next day just walk up to me and go all
"Natalie~~~ " with ur girly squeeky flirty voice and its all forgiven???
puh-leaseee.
==

How can you not see???
EVERYONE hates you
well in my opinion.
YOU DO NOE
but you're just trying to cover up wat u're losing
a little tip,
try changing instead of covering.
it will be soo much better

okay fine
u like to put on make up,
like to make other ppl ugly to make urself pretty
but please,
save it for urself
we dont wanna noe
stop bragging plsss.
in case u dont noe.
wen i was in class
i actually wanna listen
but with you nagging by my ears
telling me wat u own and wat u can do,
i cannot.

owh and..
dont be so racist larr.
i mean come on!!!!!
we're all in the same class.
u CANNOT
i repeat
CANNOT
just blurt out wat u wanna say without concidering the fact that
u're not the only race in class
understand????
okay u said its a joke
but do u even realise how much it hurts??
first time ppl laugh with you,
second time they will just smile
the third time
it just aint funny anymore.
mayb to you it's fun and joy,
but to others
its just plain shit/crap.

i've been in school for exactly one month
and u're already on my
"idontlike list."
i'll have to sayy
GOOD LUCK FOR THE REST OF YOUR FRIENDLESS LIFE
=)

p.s. if you wanna complain, get me expelled then go ahead,
but that's the work of a farking coward=)


well.
my mean post ends here=)

WAT THE HECK?!!!!
TMR TILL THURS SCHOOL ENDS AT 4 COS OF THE STUPID SEMINAR??
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CAN SOMEONE PLS INFORM THE BRAINLESS DUDE
WE GOT BETTERT HINGS TO DO THAN LISTEN TO SOME OLD BORING SEMINAR ABT HOW TO STUDY.
HELLO
BEEN IN SCHOOL FOR LIKE..
11 YEARS DY.
NOW ONI TEACH
ABIT TOO LATE LA.
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DUN WAN TO GO DUN FORCE US LA.
'' I DUN WANNA FORCE U ALL BUT U MUST COME''
WTH?
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in a damn shitty mood now.
already sick
i din go to school today
whole day on9, watch tv.
study.
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damn u a r peter.
go to hell
never been happy in this school ever since u came.
wan to make the students more diciplined?
well too bad
stella maris is not the school for u
==


bye

UGH!!!! I'm pissed ==
^&$%&%*

okok.
today.
was a bad hair day for me.

after school,
i went to ts with phei to buy veges.
but we didnt buy,
walked to pav,
my shoe broke.
but we had heals.
but UNWILLINGLY,
i had to oput them on, but i dint wanna leave the toilet.
then walked to Roxy,
bought a flip flips,
then went up to Reef,
zap lap jor ==

so in the end,
wat i want i din buy,
wat i dun wan,
i had to buy.
==

so.
conclusion.
not a good day ==

UGH!!!
i'm so mad this few days.
so much of drama.

Dont you guys realize?
although it was funny,
but it hurts.
after that.
okay fine,
i din say anythign about,
but u can still as if i'm not hurt and treat me as slave.
i'm still a human being u noe,
i have feelings too.
it might be all fun and games.
to u.
but to me.
its all shit.

anyways,
since i'm so UNAPPRECIATED.
i'll just silently dissapear,
i wont steal ur light,
so dont worry okay?
if i was asked to do something,
i'll shut up and push it to u,
u get all the credit,
i just wanna have a normal high school life,
no burden, no worries.
aight?

WAT THE F!!!!!!
I QUIT
YOU ASSES.
GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!
YOU HAPPY NOW??
ALL BLAME ME.
IF U THIN OUR SCHOOL ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH.
GO BACK TO UR GOVERNMENT SCHOOL LA.
ZZZ
STARE WAD STARE.
I ADMIT I PLAYFUL A.
TOO PLAYFUL TO BE ONE OF U.
SO I QUIT.
BYE BYE
I'LL GO OBTAIN MY FREEDOM.
ZZZZ


ANGRY AGNRY ANGRY!!!!
i wanna quit le.
serious!
grrr.


Dear you guys:
it's her choice actually.
as long as she's happy.
then we as her friends should be.
we cannot force her de.
force her.
then she not happy jiu not good la.
rite?
besides.
u guys only listen to one side of the story,
and u only noe one him.
so.
let her choose.
its her happiness.
dun make it as though its ours.
all we want is for her to be happy rite?
=)

OH MY GODD!!!!! i'm pissed==

why would u do that???
i mean like.
so what i put my stuffs on the table.
i doesn't farking mean u have to go touch it ok.
wait u din touch it,
U BLOODY OPENED IT AND TOOK A PHOTO OF IT!!!!!!
damn u,
its my notebook.
u see ur problem.
u dun take photo and send to the whole world ok!!!!!
i wonder y u did that?
hmm
COS U JEALOUS OTHER BOYS HAVE SOMEONE THAT LIKES THEM AND U DON'T?
well.
if u wan that attention.
GO LOOK IN THE MIRROR.
lemme suggest u with something.
GO FOR A SURGERY,
which part of ur body??
FROM HEAD TO TOE.
see!!! i so kind. i answer all ur questions.
owh.
DO THINK ABOUT A LYPOSUCTION
if u dunno wat that is,
it is a kind of surgery where
U SUCK ALLLLLL UR FATS AWAY.
go on a diet and owh ya.
GROW SOME HAIR.
then u'll get ur attention u attention seeker.

like, seriously .
I've never been this mad!!!!!!!!!
i scolded that ass,
he scolded me back
as though it was MY FAULT ==
i have MY bloody rights to put MY stuffs on MY table in MY class.
YOU DONT OPEN IT, TAKE A PICTURE OF IT and SEND IT TO OTHER PPL.

what i want u to do eh??
i want u to farking APPOLOGIZE
you ass==

go to hell.
don show us ur shitty face.
u dun fit in the STELLA MARIS picture.
change school.
u make ppl dun feel like going to school.
u're even more 8 than girls man
go change sex
ARGGGGHHH!!!!!
GOTOHELLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm still mad.
i dunno how to release my angerr
FUCKK OFFF!!!!!!!
A.TAN

==

p.s. sorry for the vulgarity