Feelings,
are one's thoughts towards another,
its not up to us to control wat we want our frens to think abt someone.
no matter how close our fren is to us.
if the person he/she likes is bad,
we can only advice and hope that she realise.
but we cannot force our fren.

if she thinks that she is
comfortable and happy wen she is with him,
let her be.
besides,
i dun see no harm of them being together.



Judgement,
is what u think of someone.
if u judge a person through rumours,
it is WRONG.
lemme give u an example,

There was this couple,
they were THE couple of the school.
and one day,
the girl heard her boy cheating on her.
she broke up with her boy.
a week ltr,
she got the news of the boy's death.
he's body was found by the river bank.
in his room,
there was a letter for her.
in that letter:

My dear,
i dont understand why u left me.
i didnt do anything but be loyal to u.
i love u with all my heart.
those rumours about me aint true.
the her they were talking about
is actually you.

you didnt find out everything
b4 u blame it on me,
now i'm on the other side
living my dream.

wen u get this letter,
i am long gone.
i've jumped down the river,
for u have left me alone.

i hope u wont judge by rumours anymore
my dear,
for they are not always true,
find it out urself , girl.

the girl cried.
she regretted.

so the moral of the story,
find out wats behind everything,
rather than listening to rumours.
dun judge ppl because others say so,
have u seen the real him?
or izit because the competition between him and him made u believe the him who told u everything?
try to accept others,
learn their character before rating them.

jing's happiness,
let her gain it herself.
if she thinks its right,
its right,
we only give her advice,
not break her heart,
she might look happy,
but inside,
she's hurting like no one else can,
she dont wanna lose her frens,
especially u guys.
especially in situations like this,
she really need u guys to listen to her,
support,
stand on her side.
instead of believeing in someone else's opinion just because he's the one telling u guys the story.
listen to both side of the story,
then u'll see the diff.

cheer up my dear jing,
things will go well=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEN YAU!!!
there i've said it
happy??
hmph
lol

today,
school.
TIRING!!!

study study
lunch time run around the church
then rehearsal for speecha dn prize giving day
then prefects meeting..
omg..
kang just went on and on and on..
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I might be gettign a puppy!!! whee!!! i'm so happy..
lol
=)

erm..
then went for guitar..
Baskin Robins having their dunno wad sale..
today is the 31st ma...
FULL OF PPL!!!
make me want to eat ice cream
haiz
but cannot
cos gam fei!!!!!!!!!!
nowadays exercise alot nie...
sweat sweat sweat
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hmm..
well i've finish writing 8 chapters for memories of charlie le..
tmr will post chapter two.
dunno got ppl read anot de le==
like no response liddat
haiz..
nvm la..
i write i happy..
no one read then doesn't effect me oso..
i will still continue to post my stories
lol

okay..
ciaooz

loves.

Every puzzle has its piece,

Every piece has its history.

But you and I are the puzzle without its history.

Chialoon write story,
i oso write story.

a year ago from today (13.03.2008)
an INNOCENT girl woke up early in the morning.
excited as she is.
she took a quick shower and stood by the wadrobe.
staring at her clothes, hesitating wat to wear.

she got in to the car,
wearing a long sleeved red-ish pink-ish top with a pair of jeans.
still excited.
she told her mom wat were her big plans for that day.
her mom just smiled.

wen they reached that place,
they waited and waited.
tat's weird,
she tot she said 10.30?
they waited at the entrance,
10.30, 10.40, 10.50
still no sign of him.
the guard came and asked her mom to leave.
her mom had no choice but to drive away.
they stroll around the shoppin mall.
round and round.

finally he showed up.
orange color and jeans.
matching=)
he huggeed her in his arms.
tighly
she did the same too,
afraid of losing him.

his friend left them to find his other friends.
so they went to the cinema's ticket counter.
bought a movie called " 10,000 bc "
cause there are violent scenes in it
and he can have the chance to cover her eyes.

they waited at the bench by the cinema for the movie to start.
they talked, laughed.
she realize then
she really loved him.
and they went into the cinema.

she had the best time of her life.
the cinema was freezing cold
but it wasn't to her.
she lied by his chest,
hearing his heartbeat throughout the movie.
feeling warm.
he grabbed his hand and hold it tight.
she fed him pop corn, he did the same.
she fell asleep feeling comfortable being with him.
1 and a half hours pass by fast.
she woke up from her sleep.

they went walking around
he met his fren and the two of them join his frens.
they went into the karaoke room.
all his frens were singing.
except for the two of them.
she once again hugged him tight while he did the same.they were enjoying the time while the others. sing=)

although the music was loud.
she heard nothing but the sound of his caring and his breathe.
she memorized the rythm.
it was a soothing sound, a mezmerizing moment.

then her phone rang.
one look at the clock,
it had been 4 hours.
time flies wen u're having fun. she tot.
her mom called and ask her whether she is ready to go.
it was late and she said yes.

he sent her to the front gate and hugged her goodbye.
they hugged tighly and the girl, once again
felt warm and gave a big smile.
she walk away, with glances on him.
he was still standing there,
waving goodbye to her.
she hopped into the car.
and left.
watching him slowly fade away.

that, she claimed,
was the best day of her life.
although she didn't do much,
she felt like,
everything had dissapeared but the two of them.
she felt that he wasn't going to leave her .
she realize how much she loved him.
she..she..

THE END

like my story?
its true story based on..erm..
yea=)

so.
i promised sarah and jess.
i shall get over him after today.
i noe i can do it.
since i've done it b4
until he came back ytd==

so i shall give myself another.1 1/2 hours since its 10.30 now.
to think abt it
after twelve,
NO MORE!
i promise=)

hehee

yeap.
today we had maths.
no hope le..
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bm got A=DD
wheeee..
lol

yea.....

owh guys
pls click on the nuffnag thingie on my brother's blog
its in my exits under the name of joshua
thanks=))
appreciate loads=)
btw
its not a virus
=)
just click it
it wont take u more than a minute
=)

M -Most
O - Oral
R - Reasons
A - Are
L - Lies

Moral=)
i came up with it during maths exam=)
lol

loves.